twenty-twelve-twenty-ten

happy birthday to you... you who is watching from above... at all of us...and smiling... and saying 'I knew you all will pull through.. I knew you had it in you... '

yes we pulled it through...because every time we felt we couldn't go on anymore we looked up..and saw you... and we said to ourselves...he believes in us...and walked again...forward! :)

so happy birthday to you...guiding spirit...happy birthday to you lifeline... and many many many happy returns of the day...

love you loads...

...Each time my spirit failed,

Each time I broke down,

You infused new confidence in me

You made all my sorrows your own.

Every word you spoke to me

Assured me you’d always be there,

Then how is it that life goes on

And you can be found nowhere?

No, I don’t believe you’ve gone away,

You’re always with me in spirit,

In me you will live forever

Because without you I’m incomplete.

But at times when I need to look

Into your eyes for assurance,

It is then that I feel so lost-

That I realize the meaning of absence.

It’s been a long time since you’ve left…Eleven years and a little more;

My big black eyes are waiting; I still think you’ll walk back in through the door…