Diary of the Boring Girl

Meet me.

No, not the hot girl with perfect make up. Not that girl who is reading a classic. No, no..not even the one swaying her head to the music that she’s listening to. I am the girl staring out of the window, at nothing particular, lost in my thoughts.

Often too lazy to do anything, it is quite tough to get me excited. Very easy to make me happy though, easier still to make me sad! I am the girl whom you've called boring since I was 10…no, younger I suppose. I never quite fit into your world. Never wild, never let loose…I never did things I was not supposed to do.

I am the girl you called the teacher’s pet. The girl who conformed to every rule, and probably reported you if you ever broke one.  I don’t do much with my free time. I mostly waste it day dreaming…or by wishing for things that will never be mine. There is nothing interesting about me. I've never done anything worthwhile with my life and there was so much to achieve that I neglected. So today I am as colourless as I was when I was younger.

I do not have fascinating stories to tell and neither can I come up with interesting conversations. Spend one day with me, and you will probably be bored to death. If I’m out with you, I’ll tend to go into long stretches of silence. You won’t find me a companion worthy of your time. I may walk off on my own…and I may ruin your mood. Make that certain.

When you meet me for the first time, I seem intriguing. You will find me different. Even worth getting to know. Once you get to know me, the charade is over. You’d run away.

Go on…find someone interesting. I have my daydreams for company.